silence…

it bothers me the most, I would rather accept a straight to the face “can we just talk later”, “Im busy” or “you are bothering me”

IDK I get more butt hurt of being ignored all of the sudden. because its more easy to go away when being told /sob/

Im really bad because I really get self cautious if I do something wrong or Im just plain annoying, and I assume bad thoughts a lot aka pessimist OTL

IDK where is this going, but its really easy I just have to close window /sign off/unplug the internet/ or just turn off my computer for me to back of to give you space.

Im not implying to one person, I encounter this a lot to my IRL friends too 

IDK I jusr feel so lonely atm, I should not just centered my life to  a few people.

other than that IDK Im just sad probably this friendship  had disappeared and we just became acquaintance 

ugh Im so self centered OTL

  January 29, 2012 at 07:13am
  1. korunez said: You’re not self-centered at all! We need securities in our relationships. It’s not like you’re asking for their attention 24/7, you just don’t want this relationship to suddenly disappear because of non-contact. (happened with me orz) Lots of hugs! ♥
  2. cheshiicakes said: kissies
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